# #9 初めてのワンミス - Show: 未消化な私たち - Published: 2026-10-09 - Canonical: https://podc.club/en/episode/6799056636_88f90b6e0a7b.html - Audio: https://traffic.megaphone.fm/YOSHIMOTOKOGYOCOLTD8764145560.mp3 - Source: Edited from a machine transcript of the first 30 minutes of the episode. Not an official summary. Episode #9 of Mishōka na Watashitachi (未消化な私たち) revolves around listener reaction to Matsumura's confession in episode #8 that she 'cannot love unconditionally,' and a clothing exhibition where actress Wakatsuki told her bluntly that she is 'the most complicated of the three.' The hosts also dig into SNS clip culture, the difference between their core audio audience and casual social-media viewers, and career advice Wakatsuki gave Matsumura in person. ## What this episode answers ### How did listeners respond to Matsumura's 'I can't love unconditionally' confession from episode #8? Many Instagram clip comments said 'I understand,' which came as a relief to Matsumura and made her feel she had eased some listeners' minds. There were also hidden comments at the bottom that staff had quietly removed—Matsumura asked them to open all of them, calling the criticism 'fuel.' ### What did Wakatsuki say directly to Matsumura at the exhibition? Wakatsuki told Matsumura straight-faced that she is 'the most complicated of the three,' and also pointed out the contradiction that Matsumura asks people to listen to her yet stops making eye contact when she herself starts talking. ### How does Matsumura distinguish between her audio podcast listeners and SNS clip viewers? Matsumura says she trusts most the people who listen to the audio show every Friday, welcomes those who find their way to the main broadcast through clips, but has strong frustration toward anyone who leaves malicious comments based on only thirty seconds of content. ### What career direction did Wakatsuki recommend for Matsumura? Wakatsuki seriously recommended going 'half variety, half drama,' and used the example of becoming a memorable supporting character in a Kimutaku drama, also urging Matsumura to tell her manager she wants more drama roles. ### Does Matsumura feel she can actually change after receiving these observations? Matsumura acknowledged she is unlikely to change—she repeated the very behavior Wakatsuki had just called out during the recording itself—and all three concluded with laughter that 'there's no sign she's going to change at all.' ## Article ## SNS Clip Culture and Honest Feelings Toward Core Listeners The episode opens with gratitude for the growing membership on Stand FM. The three hosts—Matsumura, Yoshida, and Yamazawa—discuss Instagram clips and YouTube Shorts, noting that the audience and comment atmosphere differ dramatically across platforms. Matsumura states outright that she trusts most the listeners who tune in to the audio show every Friday, while also saying she welcomes anyone who finds their way to the main broadcast through a clip. Her frustration with those who leave malicious comments after watching only thirty seconds of a clip is sharp. She calls them "foolish people who cannot enjoy any form of entertainment" and reaches for Demon Slayer (Kimetsu no Yaiba) as an analogy: "People who only watch clips can't learn the demons' backstories—even Muzan has a full story." Yoshida reveals she has been pointing out since episode #1 that Matsumura actively goes looking for hostile comments online. The group laughs at how "full of energy" that makes her seem. ## Listener Reaction to the "I Can't Love Unconditionally" Confession from Episode #8 Reflecting on episode #8, Matsumura recalls watching Yoshida and Yamazawa visibly "drift away" when she admitted she cannot love unconditionally. Yoshida's remark—"I could never live with you"—looped in Matsumura's head long after she got home. She confesses she was afraid: "If those two, who I thought were my allies, reacted like that, how would the general public take it?" After listening back to herself, Matsumura says she thought, "who is this person?" But checking the Instagram clip comments, she found a wave of "I get it" responses and felt relieved that her words had eased some listeners' minds. At the very bottom of the comment section, however, was a batch of hidden comments that staff had quietly removed. Matsumura's response: "Please open all of them—they're fuel for me." ## Wakatsuki's Frank Words at the Exhibition Invited by Yushura, Matsumura attended a clothing exhibition for the first time and had her first real conversation with Wakatsuki, despite having shared the screen together on shows like Ueda to Onna ga Hoeru Yoru three or four times before. Wakatsuki carved out time specifically for Matsumura and Yoshida before even looking at the clothes, then told Matsumura with a straight face: "You are the most complicated of the three." She also identified a contradiction: Matsumura asks others to listen to her, yet when she begins talking herself, she stops making eye contact with the other person. Matsumura could not respond in the moment, and during the recording vented that she would have fired back "I know" if they were better friends. Yoshida cut in: "You've only done eight episodes—'I know' is way too soon." The punchline was Matsumura doing the exact same thing again mid-recording, prompting all three to laugh and conclude, "There's no sign she's going to change at all." ## The "Half Variety, Half Drama" Path Wakatsuki Recommended Wakatsuki seriously advised Matsumura to pursue a career that is half variety, half drama. She used the specific example of becoming a memorable supporting character in a Kimutaku drama and urged Matsumura to tell her manager she wants more drama work. It turned out Wakatsuki had happened to see a drama Matsumura appeared in; she also revealed that on another show the next day she had held back from commenting too much on Matsumura's weak standard Japanese. When Matsumura asked Yoshida, "What about me?"—Yoshida answered instantly: "You are one hundred percent variety." Yoshida's variety credentials are well regarded, including an appearance on London Hearts. The three talked through each other's variety and drama aptitudes with laughter. A note of ambivalence lingered over being called "a valuable presence in variety," but Matsumura closed with gratitude to Wakatsuki and the hopeful thought that "there might be more people who speak up to me like that." ## Takeaways - Matsumura trusts her weekly audio listeners above all others, and uses the Demon Slayer analogy to argue that people who leave malicious comments based solely on short clips are missing the full picture. - The 'I can't love unconditionally' confession from episode #8 drew widespread empathy from listeners, while Wakatsuki told Matsumura face-to-face at a clothing exhibition that she is 'the most complicated of the three' and pointed out a specific contradiction in how she listens to others. - Wakatsuki recommended a half-variety, half-drama career path for Matsumura, but despite the pointed feedback Matsumura acknowledged she is unlikely to change—and all three agreed they don't want her to smooth out her edges anyway.